Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

Why  this night is so damn quiet?No light, no feeling and no word
Like there is something that poisons the mind
what is probably because I've given up?
but why I am still waiting for you?
whereas among us there is a huge gap

you and I would not unite
 I do not want too hopeful.
 I fear my heart will hurt so
 I just let you reigns within my heart 

Buat asal pengeditanwhy he must be present in this life
if he is not destiny for us?

maybe it's my fault?

for allowing the love bloom in this hearts
and finally I was suffering

 

NOT FAIR!

 

BUT

indeed

 I am still waiting an admission of feelings from you

Even  I knew it will not end with a happiness
I succumb
if this is what allah wills

 

but remember

I am a girl who's tough of loving
But When I love someone else
I would be faithful to accompany him to
to the end of time

my heart will be locked up forever

 

because only you who have keys

 to open my heart  once again



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LILY